visiting my livejournal after 4 years, i realize how much has changed. im finally out of florida and in a big city, and im content with everything in my life. i dont regret the things ive done, and i embrace the new views ive obtained from experiences. ive learned so much over the last 4 years yet i can still say i am somewhat the same. (according to many people..im the same person ive been since middle school.. just not as..... immature :) ive left what ive called home, and made a new one. now when i visit lakeland, i miss my room, my friends, my someone, and my freedom here. with this move i feel like ive closed one chapter of my life and opened a new one. and with that feeling, i want to start writing again!

...frosted flakes breakfast and a 2 1/2 hr life drawing class. our nude model was by far the best model ive ever had..every pose was a painting. he made me want to be flexible and grow a shitload of muscles. he had muscles i didnt even know humans could have...heh. now im laying in bed contemplating on taking another shower even though i just finished taking one. my plan today is to watch last unicorn w colleen and cut her hair like fo off of antm. and i might end up dying my hair even though i just did that a month ago. i realize that i change my hair at least 2 times a month if not more. im constantly cutting my bangs.
i finished an art piece yesterday and im fairly happy with it. reed wants to sell it and i like it so much i might end up keeping it. i need the money though. i hate how dirty i get when i paint. my hands are always stained and i have paint under my fingernails. my manager hates it and i always get in trouble.
..reeds going to take me to a planetarium and im so excited..everytime i think about it i want to jump up and down- a little.

im back... i had a great time.. i miss japan... i fucking hate florida... and im already bord.. and im ready to go back ..forever.. :/

ya, ive never had soo much fun in my entire life!!! i used to think that the boys here would look funny and stuff, but i dont think ive ever seen guys this beautiful in my life!!! we went karyoking and stuff and drank saki and stuff lolol, walked around the city, ill post pics ass soon as i can!! andhearts.....

im leaving for japan the 4th of july!! and whats evenbetter is that ill be arriving there on the 3rd! im soo excited..

PS:

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Phat Crab Whacka
You ride around in a	2004 Chrysler Pacifica
Yo gang	The Yakuza
Yo shoes be	Baby-blue Timberlands
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	1,028
How much money you got?	$5.18202650889366e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 75%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

My hearts beating really fast...





































































i think i have heart problems...




















































can you help me doctor???




































































no, but i have some great news!!!























what is it??










































































































































i just saved a bunch of money by switching to gieco!!!!!!!!!!

ok, soo on the last day of school, (which i thot would be a wonderful day...) ended out shit. i got home and i was soo happy! i blasted my music sooo oud that you could hear it from the street, and i ran around my house screaminfg the words to the song, and then i saw these sighns on the trees outside the window. soo i walk out there, with my dog (who didnt have a leash on) and read the signs on the trees.. then i heard the most sickening sound i had ever heard- a truck past by and i looked at the driver who was looking at me and not the road, and then i turn away, andi hear this wierd sound like a bump...all in slow motion in my head...my dog was screaming i turned to looke at him, his whole back side curled under him and he was bleeding. the truck guy stopped and i yelled out WHAT THE HELL!! and he was like what do u mean what the hell.. and he started to fight but i said nothing.. it got quiet, and i could hear the music from my house, word for word, screaming happy things when i felt sick inside. this other person drove by and the truck guy just left, and the lady helped me... there u go, that was my last day of school.. my dog is alive, thank god.

and all is well in the world i guess..

http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y106/muriuh/ieotssds.bmp

im just waiting till summertime, to hang out with the people i love most, and go to the beach, spend everyday doing as much as i can, and living life to the fullest... to everyone who's leaving for the summer and i wont see till next year, i love u and dont die! ill miss all the seniors soo much too.. it just wont be the same...HAHA-u kno im kidding?? well i AM!!


calll to hang... 397 9094 or, justa coma over anda we can build a world of fun..^.^

soooo this is how it goes...

we are here,

and we're having a great time...

we're all partying...

we all happy people...

STOP!!!

nope, not time to be chinese...

time for cake!!


ate sooo much, i got sick, and obese..

thanks sooo much for the presents!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

if were hanging out at the movies, caalll me!!! 397 9094

♥

nice days lately,tues., went over to logans, and as always, we find some way to laugh the whole time, even if theres nothing to laugh about..ehhhe, wed., hope came over, and we had much fun, i drove her around in a car with no license plate or license, heh, we ran after these gooses and ducks, then we went home, and took lots of pictures and made shirts, we also cooked- fun, and yesterday, i missed school and hung out backstage of the polk thearte, and then went to school to tape this thing with allie, dezi, hope, claire, and this reallly tall guy named josh, who drove us around everywhere.. and we played in the rain,,,, but we didnt tape, it was broke.. oh beautiful days.... ♥

was ur day good??? i hope it was!!!



its mighty sunny in her house, thats why im wearing sunglasses..



logan shouldnt be looking at the sun!!! and im trying


someone really wise once told me, if you look at the sun, you will have many cravings for zuchini and broccoli, which will one day help u in your finantial needs..

heh, i dont kno if being sick makes me do wierd things, but yesterday, i got happy after eating my dinner, so i descided to take a shower.... IN THE DARK..
dun dun dun.. heh, but thats what i did, and whoa!!! i laffed bout the whole time, i was sooo giddy and, .. heh, drunk?? ...naw... it was like dancing in the rain, in the dark, in my shower!!

PS!!! ME, LOGAN AND SARAH ARE FREAKING TRIPLETS!!

heh, so im here in my house, sick as fuck in my underwear and tank top... i wish my head would clear!!! u have noo idea how annoying it is NOT to be able to breathe from your own nose!!! ive been brushing my teeth bout every hour...the medicines made my stomache bad, and even more, i had soo many plans today that got ruined! like making shirts w/ hope--- sorry mi corazon!!! uuughghh...fell better please~ ♥ ♥ ♥ on my way back home from david's... whos that!! ........ u, u sicko!

dang, im one mest up kid!!!

You scored as Antisocial Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have ASPD! You know that blatantly disregarding social norms and the rights of others isn't just illegal; it's FUN. Jail time? Eh, look at Gary Gilmore... was he really that bad of a guy? </td> Eating Disorders 92% Antisocial Personality Disorder 92% Borderline Personality Disorder 83% Schizophrenia 83% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 67% Unipolar Depression 42% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

im not ok, im ok, ...im ok, ... im not ok...

ps: im not, ok truly, and my thorat hurts, adn i might not come to skool tommorrow.... hopefully, otherwise, i wont be OK

jeez, i finally spiffed up my lj!! im excited.well, the other day, as i was doing the dishes, i was watching my brother play video games (he was playing the lord of the rings) then something happened in my head and i thot, gosh wouldnt it be wierd if i made a movie that was the lord of the rings, mixed with napolean dynamite?? i mean, frodo would be wearing a freaking shirt that sais "vote for pedro" and samwise gamgee would be napolean dynamite and smeagle would build cakes, adn act much like kip. and smack sam (who is napolean) and go *jeez!* and, whenever theyre running from those ugly bad things, they run like napolean adn whats her face. dang... im really getting carried away. call meee, cuase im borded. ♥

i did this on the computer about 2 or 3 years ago, and i just found it!! its pretty funky..eh

i took this about 4 or 5 times, its great and funny...

these are some of the things i found out while doing the dishes...

1. bubbles are beautiful

2. talking to logan, listening to poastal service and doing the dishes? well, i didnt pay attention to what i was doing and i started scrubbing my arms

3. i wondered what would happen if u didnt have any toes- would u loose ur balance? or learn to cope w/ it? or get fake toes.

4. my hair smells like pancakes when i do the dishes

5. when u stick a piece of bread under the water, and start playing with it, it becomes extremely entertaining, and verrry soggy.

6. squishing squishy bread feels squishy

7. i rarely have this much fun while doing the dishes

8. i cut the cantalope